The athlete who did not see it coming
For most of my life, I never had to think about it.
I played football for 12 years, then spent another decade training and competing at a high level, and in all that time performance, in every sense, was never a question, it was simply there.
Then I stopped, no injury, no drama, just life, work, responsibilities, and the training rhythm quietly disappeared, and within a few months something I had always taken for granted started to feel uncertain.
At first it was quiet, almost invisible, then it became impossible to ignore, because the confidence that used to be automatic was no longer something I could count on every time.

